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Current mood:  cheerful Current music: The Fuck Stops Here- Reggie and the Full Effect
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
thank you for your time.
Current mood:  creative Current music: Drive All Night- All American Rejects
Thursday, June 8, 2006
3:28PM
AFI is on the MTV Movie Awards tonight :3 I'm totally watching and recording it on my tape de AFI.
And here's the "Decemberunderground" theory... for all of you so damn curious. Laugh, cry, whatever XD;
( Cut, cut, cut, cut, cut, cut, cut you up♥ )
Current mood: chipper Current music: The Missing Frame- AFI
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Monday, December 19, 2005
Thursday, June 9, 2005
4:50PM
je suis un pamplemousse me donne tous vos croissants
Hah hah =D
I really need to stop being so bipolar... I think I might just have a problem. But aside from that...
I found out I passed the GEPA for Language arts :D I am so happy! Mrs. Att was like. "You.... pass."
That was awesome. And Mrs. Strickland promised that Jessie and me will see Flash Gordon, but I have to see Napoleon Dynamite again XP
Oh well, I guess I'm on her good side again ^_^
-Donna
Current mood: bouncy Current music: I'm Not Okay (I Promise)- MCR
Wednesday, June 8, 2005
There's rumors going around that I might get suspended for that fucking letter I sent to Juliette. Well fuck her. If she was so offended by my vocabulary and such, maybe I am just too smart for such a low-level range of society.
I know I rant a lot about this, but a few months ago, when she erased all my work and told me that I was a horrible drawer and such... it brought me down so much because... it wasn't critism. It was just mean. Whnenever I see her fucking she drew over it I try to find the eraser marks... I think about how much she lacks in personality... how this whole bragging thing pushed me over the edge. I keep on bottling up every. fucking. thing. I don't tell people when I really am pissed off, besides here, and that's not good. There has been so many times I have been tempted to hurt someone, but I always end up hurting myself, whether it's phisically or mentally, which explains why I cry so much and why I am considered "weak" in my family.
If I told my parents I was Bi, I'd be in trouble.
If I told my parents that I had a girlfriend, they'd kill me.
If I told them that I don't feel like they loved me... I could only imagine.
And I'm sick and tired of feeling this way because I felt so good until a month or two ago. I thought that when I told someone, Caroline, in graphic detail my problems, I'd feel better, but I don't. I want to yell, I want to scream, I want to be alive.
Apparently, this is just a taste of it, rumors, suspension, or not.
-Donna
I am 75% Video Game Addict. I got a problem, man. I may not find the answer to life in a video game. I need to turn off the console or computer, go outside and try some reality for a change. Current mood:  crazy Current music: Holiday- Green Day
Today Kelli said the best thing ever... that poseur girl walked around with a Glitterboy shirt and skirt (WITH FLIP FLOPS! Davey would so kill her) and Kelli, Megan, and I were talking about it and Kelli said:
"I mean, I know AFI, but I don't know much... and I don't know that much about Davey Havok, EXCEPT THAT HE'S FIVE FEET TEN INCHES TALL!"
I fell on the floor, laughing so hard. It was priceless.
It was all good for awhile... chilling the whole day, or trying to stay cool... hot as fuck here... ahh...
Uhm, Mr. Castellini yelled, "GLITTERBOY" at the top of his lungs. Priceless.
And we saw Juliette go into Science and Caroline and I screamed, "POSEUR!" and Mr. Hiben, the seventh grade science teacher screamed, "POSEUR" too.
It was a happy Glitterboy-full day.
Now I plot Juliette's murder... or tortureous High School life.
-Donna
PS: I need new CDs... I hope Becca makes me some of those mixes ;-; Tiger Army was on one of them...
Current mood:  sleepy Current music: This is the Best Day Ever- My Chemical Romance
Tuesday, June 7, 2005
4:19PM
You know what pisses me off? People that are overly rich. I hate Hollywood, and I hate the snoody girls in my school. Like that Juliette girl. She thinks she's so cool just because her daddy's a lawyer and she can shop at Hot Topic whenever she wants. She buys out the Glitterboy stuff, and then she prances around with it, squealing about Glitterboy and how its "soooo cool."
And I knew from Day One when I heard that Glitterboy was going to be coming out that there would be those pesky kids that go into Hot Topic because they think it's cool to buy some Glitterboy. I expected it, but when you're in the Junior/Senior high school...? What are you? Five? "OOooh! My Barbie has more CLOTHES than yours!" Rediculas.
I know that half the people that see the Glitterboy display probably have no fucking clue as to who Davey Havok is and what he has done for quite a few fans. I am positive. But you have some nerve to prance around bragging about how many accessories you have from that clothing line. You really do.
And you have some nerve for any piece of clothing. You really do.
And with these rich girls that prance around with their Hot Topic shit: They think they're "soooo punk."
Can anyone see that Punk died? No. Apparently not. And now these rich girls are going to Hot Topic, buying out the store, and getting these things. And I am sitting here, some times crying myself to sleep because I am a fuck-up to my family, drowning in the music I have grown to love to much, my only think keeping me sane.
This is not what music is about; who has more bandshirts than the other. This is not what music is about; people bragging how much more hardcore they are. Joey Ramone is fucking rolling in his grave and Sid Vicious wants to have everyone's head.
This is not what should be.
-Donna
Current mood:  crappy Current music: This is Not America- David Bowie
4:05PM
I entered my mommy into the Davey Havok shopping spree contest... behind her back...
Uhm...
...heh...
I hope I win.
Monday, June 6, 2005
WHO THE FUCK IS THIS GUY?!
No, not Davey, the shorter dude! His name is... Efren Ramierz? Who the fuck? I am sitting here staring and I got nothing... then again, I hate Hollywood for the most part... so I wouldn't know...
...I think he's an actor... I'm not good with names...
*fumes* Like the people on el-jay would know... worth a shot.
Personally, it looks like one of those really tall models that date those really short rich guys... lol...
Hee hee. I'm evil.
Current mood: contemplative Current music: Love Song- The Cure
We had music to sight read today that was handed out. I looked at it and at the top it said "Robert W. Smith." I, being the fangirl I am, freaked out and screamed, "OH MY GOD! ROBERT SMITH!" Mr. Pena <- N with a ~ on top) said, "Oh God... do you know how many kids your age probably know who he is?"
Donna: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! ROBERT SMITH IS AWESOME!
P: I know, but I think only two people know who he is...
Donna: BUT HE'S SO COOL!
Caroline: I KNOW WHO HE IS!
P: Wow...
Caroline: *points to Maura* SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS!
Maura: YEAH! I DO!
Donna: I HAVE THREE ALBUMS!
This is what happens when Cure fans stay close.
NOTE: Once I wrote "Demolition Lovers- AFI" on my current music. May I please say I am terribly sorry to all the fangirls... and I feel like smacking my gloth rock head right now.
Current mood: content Current music: Despair Faction- AFI
I think it's official... I have crossed from uber hardcore to glam rock...
*does a girly David Bowie pose* Is this good or bad?
...still digging the grungy hardcore... still lovin' that ska...
...but I love tight pants all the same.
*does another pose* Okay... I gotta stop doing that.
*sits for a moment* I need to really find a genre that isn't A. Dead or B. no one listens to...
...ah, fuck it. *drops the disco ball* WHA-HA!
Current mood: crazy Current music: "Glam rock"
Hee hee... I got the subject from watching the Foo Fighters making of "Best of You".
Lalala... you know the uber bitch, Juliette, who made a mockery out of me? Well she wore a Glitterboy shirt today and I decided to tell her off. But I couldn't find her so I wrote a letter and, with Erika's help (the Davey fangirl one), we slipped it in.
My favorite quote she said: "FOR DAVEY HAVOK AND FOR ALL THAT INHABIT IN HIM!" I started to crack up. Apparently, Ole Jules thought Davey did drugs. HAH! I LAUGH!
Anything else? It was sooo hot T.T It was so hot we mostly didn't do anything, so I just hung out all day. I could barely draw. BUT I got a camera with film to develop! I expect pictures of me with my haircut by Friday! Promise!
*blows a kiss* Love you all <3
-Donna
Current mood: content Current music: Quick Death- The Transplants
Saturday, June 4, 2005
Quick Death, The Transplants featuring Davey Havok
"And I ask you, my brothers and sisters, who is the true animal?"
Looks so violent.
Death is silent.
Beating me with your words (I’m bleeding now).
Battled to your head
And degenerating here at the brand new hope.
Devils surround me.
Anger astounds me.
Tearing apart my soul (beneath my guts).
About to go outside,
But it was then I,
Seemed to have lost control
"And now, my brothers and sisters, the inversion begins"
Forever in night light.
Losing in hindsight.
Ownership changes hands (you'll never know).
It only gets through me (causing a slow death).
Welcome to human hell.
I got you a new fate.
Back in the sweepstakes.
Leaving the streets behind (your final sign).
Silence is true peace (Don’t ever read me).
Aloud cause I’ll take your life.
I’ll have you,
I’ll have you [4x]
wishing for
I'll have you
I’ll have you
I’ll have you,
I’ll have you [4x]
wishing for
A quick death [10x]
I’ll have you,
I’ll have you [3x]
wishing for
I’ll have you
I’ll have you
I’ll have you,
I’ll have you [4x]
wishing for
wishing for
Current mood: bouncy Current music: Quick Death- The Transplants
OMG... I am listening to Quick Death by The Transplants.
Download this song as soon as you can.
Nothing is more sexier than harmonized screaming...
If you don't know what is so great about it, it's The Transplants, which I just fell in love with, and it has Davey Havok featured. It's too cool. And Davey's screaming is back to when he was all crazy and shit. So he sounds very... hardcore?
OMG... I must listen again!
DOWNLOAD IT!
-Donna
Current mood:  Star-Struck Current music: Quick Death- The Transplants
Wow. So much happened in less than twenty-four hours.
( LOOOONG post )
Current mood: crazy Current music: Bohiemien Rhapsody (I'm never going to spell this right)
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